My posts are not by weeks as some of these events happened in the same week and some weeks nothing happen, i apologize if my blog are not much of showing my progress , it is more of what is happening within these weeks.

During the first few weeks, i tried my best to have quality time with my dad. Whenever he is watching the television alone in the living room, i would accompany him instead of sticking to my laptop playing game in the room. It’s true that we did have some time together , however, i was still unable to have a father and son conversation with him.To me it was just too awkward. Partly , it is my fault. So what i actually did was, to ask my mother for any advices to overcome this problem. Before she gave me her advices, she explained to me the actual reason why am i not much bonded with my father and why are we unable to communicate. The main reason is, when i was young, during the period when i was depending on a father to guide me ,teach me how to grow as a boy, he was not there for me.During those years, he was working in the overseas, in many different countries like japan , Russia and other huge countries.He left me alone , the only male in the house , thus all i could do, is watch what my elder sisters do. I was not exposed to boys activities like soccer , instead , i was more of doing girly stuff that i do not wish to share...